desicion

a hard decision 4 me to make...
chase sf or dun do anythg?
i duno i can blif jx anot...
sf rili so lyk me?
y i din feel oso?
n i duno anythg...
now,
my fren tell me tm walk v dat ks...
de noob kia...
let me teach b4 nia...
duno wat i thk now...
confuse?
sad?
dissapponted?
duno oso...
i duno wat should i do...
a bit confuse...
chase sf?
giv up tm?
feel so geram rite now...
oso a bit disapointed about tm...
her image in my heart chg...
her truth in love in my heart not dere anymore...
a bit sad...

s tell me dat dun wan c me n tm suffer...
she oso suffer?
s said i owes live in my own world...
n tm dun wan break our frenship...
dat call suffer?
when i gt live in my own world?
i omost everythg oso discus v my fren...
arr...
y dis kind of thg will happen?
very gai leh...
wat i had done wrong?
let ppl thk me lyk dis...
spoil my image nia...
haiz...
still thking wat should i do...