wat a suck day...

2day is a stupid day n very suck...
all of us argue lyk a shit bcoz of a little thg...
actually it juz a very very normal thg...
hu wan b de ajk juz find de teacher...
den 1st come 1st serve...
de ketua let teacher choose mah ok liao loh...

i thk i had make de wrong thg...
i should not say anythg...
if juz continue let ds b de ketua, mayb dun hav so many problem...
y i muz say ds b ketua will let ys 'bu fu' leh?
den say vote or wat...
haiz...
big mouth!!!
n yh n wj wan oso giv opinion den their name kena delete...
i rili a problem maker...
not helping at all...
although other ppl din say anythg on me but oso feel very sorry...
juz now at skul i kiam kiam cry bcoz of my stupidness...
i cant stop thking of 2day thg whole day...
i will feel very sorry bcoz all of them argue...

at scout...
we dun hav hu is ketua...
but y at 3A will argue until lyk dat leh?
ys hav gud idea...
but he oways giv his opinion at de laz min...
2day all starting very happy d...
but all bcum no mood...
hu b ketua sure gt ppl 'bu fu' d...
but hu is de ketua we oso nid to obey n 4get all other thg...
argue sure hav in a group d mah...
juz c how to dissolve it nia...
hu gt ever c a group never argue wan?
lyk dis oso cant settle how to b in a group?
feel disappointed to dis class n myself...
haiz...

他一定很爱你?

今天读了三篇<<他一定很爱你>>。。。
各篇都讲着不同的故事。。。
看了以后心中突然间有很多的感触。。。
我也不知道为什么。。。
我一向来读短篇爱情故事都会有很多感触。。。
读过后害我在班上变得有点静。。。
他一定很爱你，也把我比下去?
有一篇就讲到一个男生唱这首歌给他的女朋友。。。
因为他觉得自己比不上另一个男生。。。
结果他害那个女生转校了。。。
我觉得那个男生太没用了。。。
他凭什么帮那个女生作决定。。。
就算自己不是什么特别好的男人或比不上别人。。。
也应该相信自己的女朋友啊！

其实我也了解那个男生在想什么。。。
因为我也是个男生。。。
真的是如果我遇到酱的问题。。。
我也不大会处理。。。
自己每天一定会担心自己的女朋友会移情别恋。。。
就算自己有多相信自己的女朋友。。。
唉，爱!

talk more to her liao...

2day feel so happy nia...
talk v her 4 a period...
we almost talk about guide n scout thg...
bcoz i duno wan talk wat v her liao...
feel so comfortable n nice when i'm v her...
duno she still gt lyk me anot...
haiz...
but now v her oso can liao lah...
dun thk too much liao...
nid concentrate in pmr n scout...
but if no her...
i will in low mood...
haha

immature?

am i so childish?
sumtym i feel dat i very childish...
i'm playful den a kid...
lyk a crazy guy...
let ppl tot me dat not serious at all...
haiz...
gt how many ppl rili noe me?
but i lyk to b childish more den a stupid serious face everyday...
isn't childish is more happy?

how?

2day my mei help me to ask tm...
she say she duno wat i'm thking...
i din tell her anythg..,
how i gona tell her?
she say i make her confuse...
mayb it is real...
i rili wan to let her noe hw much i love her...

i oso will scare...
i'm so scare when my mei wan to tell me wat she had noe...
den, tm chat to me...
i feel scare she wan to talk about dis thg...
at laz din...
1st tym i love a gal until lyk dis, haiz...
still thking wat should i do...

Sad...

yesterday, i juz get a bad n sad news from my fren...

tm ask my fren to tell me to giv up...

she said she din lyk me anymore...

is dat truth?

i wait n wait everyday, wait 4 de pmr to pass...

but wat i get is ask me to giv up...

i nearly cry, but cant...

is she telling lie?

is she dont wan to tell de truth to my fren?

i hope rili is...

i rili down...

but i adi awake...

she not my gf b4...

juz dey tell me she love me too...

she adi acept my care n love...

but she oni not yet acept me...

so i wait...

i hope we can mantain our relationhsip lyk dis...

i dun wan to leave her...

if she dun wan to acept me as her bf...

i still wan to b v her...

i will v her v every step she take...

2day i pretend i duno anythg...

so nothg special happen...

i thk she adi noe i had noe it...

i adi decide to tell her ' i love u' after pmr...

but i thk no nid adi...

she wont giv me chance...

tsemin i love u, i juz hope u noe...