still cant...

i rili feel peace yesterday...
but 2day...
i cant control myself...
when i c her...
feel sad n hurt again...
i rili cant control myself...
y will lyk dat leh?
we din talk at all 2day...
feel so strange 2day...
i'm so moodless but duno her loh...
she everyday differ wan...

den at de stupid sc period...
haiz...
we do experiment about electrostatic...
at a part of de experiment nid 1 gal 1 boy d...
i dun wan kena bcoz i noe i kena sure will v tm d...
yesterday juz say those thg nia...
2day sure gt feel 'hai siu' d mah...
but my stupid fren pull me in...
no idea loh...
i muz 'qian' her hand den do experiment loh...
4 sure...
i gt a bit happy...
swt...

but say in truth...
i hope i can hav a hug v her b4 graduate...
i rili rili hope...
but i noe sure cant...
tm very sensitive in dis kind of thg wan...
no chance wan...
juz can imagine it nia...
i even cant hav de chance to b v her...
juz can 4get it...
she is de wan i love most in secondary skul rite now...
i duno will any gal i will love her more den tm appear in my life in secondary skul anot...
mayb will but very very hard...
haiz...

actually...
now hav many gal i gt feel around me...
juz i dun wan to start to chase...
mayb i still cant 4get tm...
i hope i can 4get her 1 day...
now yh oso noe i cant v tm liao...
i tell her d...
mayb in my deep heart still gt a bit wan to be v her...
i oso duno...
all thg i juz can wait...
n i now meet some new gal...
n so faz very fren v them liao...
duno i gt feel anot...
so many feel...
which wan is de real wan...
i can sure tm wan is 100% real wan...
other wan i oni hav 50% sure...
haiz...
suan le ba...